Well I binged on chocolate peanuts again, but it has been a few weeks since rounds 1 and 2 so at least I’m spacing them out! Seriously why do I have no control over my cravings sometimes? Why do I keep eating when I feel sick? Why can’t I just have a few and then put them away? I’m eating knowing I will feel bas after but I don’t have the strength to stop. It’s so frustrating.
On the plus side, I haven’t purged. That’s 28 days purge free. A month pretty much- amazing. I’m making myself suffer the consequences of overeating (fullness, bloating, calorie excess, fat excess) etc. and I’m really hoping that at some point (chocolate peanuts round 4, round 10? round 20?!) I will learn that it it is not worth it.