Nothing is a good excuse for abandoning recovery

I’ve been having a really tough week for various reasons that I don’t have the physical or mental energy to sort through right now but during all of this I have remained purge free. There was no food in the world or no instant of vomiting that was going to fix all the things going on in my world/my head- I’m starting to understand that now. Abandoning recovery would have just made things worse, not better. So while my emotions are all over the place I can proudly say I am 25 days purge free (ED is beating me up something rotten for saying I’m proud of myself but I am leaving those words written down and I’m going to post them to the world!).

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2 thoughts on “Nothing is a good excuse for abandoning recovery

  1. Definitely get how your ED is making you feel guilty or triggered because you say you are actually doing well. I’m sure it is mentally an insane struggle still, but I am so glad to see your perseverance with recovery! These negative thoughts will pass ❤

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