I’ve been having a really tough week for various reasons that I don’t have the physical or mental energy to sort through right now but during all of this I have remained purge free. There was no food in the world or no instant of vomiting that was going to fix all the things going on in my world/my head- I’m starting to understand that now. Abandoning recovery would have just made things worse, not better. So while my emotions are all over the place I can proudly say I am 25 days purge free (ED is beating me up something rotten for saying I’m proud of myself but I am leaving those words written down and I’m going to post them to the world!).